I thought I could manage to finish this but was wrong.(Read chapters 1-9; 32-34 from 39) Too hardcore and it felt like reading graphic torture. Chapter 32 made me physically sick. But I amused myself with thinking if Ana Steele would have found Christian Grey ([b:Fifty Shades of Grey|10818853|Fifty Shades of Grey (Fifty Shades, #1)|E.L. James|http://d.gr-assets.com/books/1358266215s/10818853.jpg|15732562])still irresistible if he treated her like that? :) It is not fair to compare this book with that book. Sorry. This one is well written and I have impression that author knows what he is writing about.